It's scary. I'm not going to front. It's all becoming real.

The budget was halved after a purchasing of the two flights.

Organizations that fulfill certain purposes while we're in Berlin are in contact.

Thomas is helping me, hitting the ground running, in Berlin.

Access passes to crucial events are nearly finalized.

And my stomach is starting to churn.

This is really it. This is the next phase of making the dream a reality. Not to bite off MJ, but this is it. The beginning of the real deal.

I'm invigorated. I'm scared. I'm focused.